Alrighty, here's another thingy! It's sorta like a free-verse poem, only kinda lengthy, and not really in the poetic format. But that's what free-verse is all about, right? Heh. '^^
Anyway, here it is....Enjoy.---
Yeah, I go through alot of crap,
And nobody's ever there.
I can cry myself to sleep,
And none of you people are ever there!
If I went away,
There would be no loss.
There would be no sorrow.
It wouldn't make a difference,
Because nobody really cares.
I pour out my feelings,
Not something I ever do,
But do you listen?
Of course not!
You're too wrapped up
In your happy little perks
While I sit in a corner
Slowly dying,
Watching you laugh and stare.
Because you honestly do not care.
Threaten to beat me
And call me these names.
It's not like it scares me.
Because I'm not afraid of you
Or anything you do.
So do what you wish
And I'll sit here alone
By myself.
But no surprise there.
My friends are very limited,
And you make fun of
them, too.
I wish you would just shut
Your good-for-nothing mouths
Because you don't know what you're saying.
If you knew what was right
You'd leave me alone,
But you just have to keep on annoying me,
Trying to get me upset.
Well, it works.
Not like I'd admit it.
I try to ignore it.
Yeah, look what good that does.
I'll ignore you forever,
If I really have to.
Not like I care about anything
You dirty swine have to say
To me, about me, or anything else.
So go fall in a dark pit
And leave me the hell alone.
Leave my friends alone, too.
They don't deserve what you put them through.
And neither do I.
But I can handle it.
I can hold it all in
Without snapping,
Without having to hurt people.
But, obviously, not forever....
Did you honestly think
That I would care what you had to say?
If so, you're so wrong.
I could honestly care less....
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If you hadn't figured out, it's kind of like an angsty (
) journal entry thingy. It belongs (if you will ) to one of the characters in my novel, who's going through alot of crap at high school, and, since she's not very poetic, I figured I should make it as 'simple' as I could. Soo...yep....There's the story behind that one. And no, it is deffinatly not one of my best. I actually don't like. Just figured I'd put it up here. _________________
Subject: Controling my sanity 
Fri May 08, 2009 8:23 am
