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PostSubject: Controling my sanity   Fri May 08, 2009 1:23 am

Since I've been bored lately, I figured I'd post a new topic! Yay...(Razz)

Anyway, the following is craptastic little...thingies. Thingies which just might be the one thing keeping me sane.
Since I spend countless nights sleepless, and stay up into the late hours of the night writing, nonstop, I write little things to keep me partially sane. Being completely sane...now that would be no fun.
Well, I figured I'd post a few of those thingies, just for the heck of it.
No, you don't have to enjoy them. I just thought I should post something here.


Anywho, here's the first one.


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The day was gray. Colorless. It was mid-afternoon, although the sun was not visible in any point in the sky. Rain pittered and pattered on the hard, concrete sidewalks, and on the roofs of countless houses. Thunder broke the eerie silence once in a while, but only so often.
It was dead outside. Well, it might as well have been that way. Like I have mentioned before, it was eerie silent outside. No sign of life could be seen. No sign of life could be heard. Going into the soggy afternoon would be like numbing your sense. The only sound would be that of the thunder cracking the sky, and the drumming of the rain. The only scent in the wet air would be that of an earthy, wet content. The only feeling would be that of the numbing, ice cold rain on your skin. The only taste would be that of the mist in the air. You would still have sight, but every image would be dulled to a gray, lifeless color.
Certain people found comfort in that.

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See what I mean by craptastic? =P
Ah well. At least it keeps me somewhat sane...

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PostSubject: Re: Controling my sanity   Sat May 09, 2009 12:55 am

Craptastic? Awesome word.

That wasn't craptastic! That was brilliant, seriously. Hauntingly beautiful.
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PostSubject: Re: Controling my sanity   Sat May 09, 2009 1:10 am

Thanks, El. Like I said, it's just some little story thingy I made up, to keep me from going totally crazy. I make alot of these when I'm working on one of my stories, so I don't always have to stick to that certain plot. It's good to have random ideas somedays. Razz

But thanks again, El. ^^

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PostSubject: Re: Controling my sanity   Sat May 09, 2009 5:04 am

Ooh, that was very nice. I liked it. Nice choice of words.

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PostSubject: Re: Controling my sanity   Sat May 09, 2009 5:16 am

Thanks. ^^
I might be posting another one soon...maybe. '^^

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PostSubject: Re: Controling my sanity   Sun May 10, 2009 12:56 am

This is really random, but nice Avatar. I just noticed that it's Yuffie. Very Happy
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PostSubject: Re: Controling my sanity   Sun May 10, 2009 10:24 pm

Uhm...Thanks. '^^
I really don't know who/what it is. I've had it forever, and I just thought it looked cool. I had no idea it was anything in particular. Razz

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PostSubject: Re: Controling my sanity   Mon May 11, 2009 9:55 am

Aww, you changed it. Anyway, Yuffie is a character from a Playstation game series I love. Final Fantasy VII. Excellent games.
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PostSubject: Re: Controling my sanity   Mon May 11, 2009 11:59 pm

Oh. I see. Sorry for changing it. '^^

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PostSubject: Re: Controling my sanity   Wed Jun 24, 2009 12:35 am

Alrighty, here's another thingy! It's sorta like a free-verse poem, only kinda lengthy, and not really in the poetic format. But that's what free-verse is all about, right? Heh. '^^
Anyway, here it is....Enjoy.


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Yeah, I go through alot of crap,
And nobody's ever there.
I can cry myself to sleep,
And none of you people are ever there!

If I went away,
There would be no loss.
There would be no sorrow.
It wouldn't make a difference,
Because nobody really cares.

I pour out my feelings,
Not something I ever do,
But do you listen?
Of course not!

You're too wrapped up
In your happy little perks
While I sit in a corner
Slowly dying,
Watching you laugh and stare.
Because you honestly do not care.

Threaten to beat me
And call me these names.
It's not like it scares me.
Because I'm not afraid of you
Or anything you do.

So do what you wish
And I'll sit here alone
By myself.
But no surprise there.

My friends are very limited,
And you make fun of them, too.
I wish you would just shut
Your good-for-nothing mouths
Because you don't know what you're saying.

If you knew what was right
You'd leave me alone,
But you just have to keep on annoying me,
Trying to get me upset.

Well, it works.
Not like I'd admit it.
I try to ignore it.
Yeah, look what good that does.

I'll ignore you forever,
If I really have to.
Not like I care about anything
You dirty swine have to say
To me, about me, or anything else.

So go fall in a dark pit
And leave me the hell alone.
Leave my friends alone, too.
They don't deserve what you put them through.
And neither do I.
But I can handle it.
I can hold it all in
Without snapping,
Without having to hurt people.
But, obviously, not forever....

Did you honestly think
That I would care what you had to say?
If so, you're so wrong.
I could honestly care less....
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If you hadn't figured out, it's kind of like an angsty (Razz) journal entry thingy. It belongs (if you will Razz) to one of the characters in my novel, who's going through alot of crap at high school, and, since she's not very poetic, I figured I should make it as 'simple' as I could. Soo...yep....There's the story behind that one. Razz And no, it is deffinatly not one of my best. I actually don't like. Just figured I'd put it up here. Razz

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PostSubject: Re: Controling my sanity   Sat Jun 27, 2009 4:27 am

Alrighty. I guess no one has anything to say about that one....I didn't know it was that bad. (Razz) '^^

Anyway, I might try to find something else decent to put here....Just cuz I feel like it. ^-^

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PostSubject: Re: Controling my sanity   Sat Jun 27, 2009 6:52 am

Aww, sad face. That's really depressing.
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PostSubject: Re: Controling my sanity   Mon Jun 28, 2010 1:49 pm

I have been with my current partner since i was 15 ( i am now 18) and for all this time have suffered from panic disorder. It has made my life hell, i dropped out of college and left home to live with my bf. However i now feel it was all a big mistake. I miss my parents constantly, am often at home alone all day where he is working, seem to have no hope of getting a job , no colleges will take me on. i basically sit at home all day on my own and i am incredibly lonely as i have no friends in this area. Any friends that i did make have been pushed away from me by my boyfriend. To make matters worse i have just found out i am pregnant and he is making me have an abortion. All my friends and family say to leave him but i am too scared to be alone and independant. He says no-one else will ever love me because of my panic disorder and if i leave he will commit suicide. I feel so hopeless. (Sorry For the Essay!!) x

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PostSubject: Re: Controling my sanity   Tue Aug 31, 2010 11:53 pm

You just ruined this topic.
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